Theses burning tears, show my fears.

I hate it when you think life couldn't get any better then this! What could possible go wrong? Then theres the fall down, when you think could my life get any worst then this? How did it go so wrong when it was going so right! I'm having one of those times. Everything is so much better when Whitney's here. I'm not even allowed to talk to her. Why? well lets see in my parents eyes. I had sex with a guy and lied to them were I was. Then there like "OH, YOU LOST ARE TRUST!!! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DO ANYTHING!!! BITCH" Okay maybe not bitch, but still. In my eyes all i did was lie to my parents and told them Whitney and I were at zona(shopping mall) when we were really over at her guy friends. Who just happened to have a younger brother why age. We didn't have sex or anything!! Not even held hands, we just sat by each other and we did flirt. I will admit he's not the greatest of guys, but in my heart if he found someone who loved him dearly and would do anything for him. He would change and be perfect. I was just hoping that i was going to be that someone. But now its never going to happen. He hasn't even add me on Facebook and its been like two weeks going on three.  I hate being held down, if my parents would just leave me alone and let me do what I'm gonna do I wouldn't have to lie in the first place. Oh haha yeahhhhhhh i don't even have my phone :\ Life just kicked me as hard as it could in the ass. I'm so angry, pissed, frustrated, depressed, upset. Just everything you would never want to feel. Welp, cheers to being sixteen ..right?