"because when I'm riding, all i feel is free"

Did chorus around the barn, I got there at eight and left around five. I ended up getting done a little early so, I rode Flame bareback with a bridal and we cantered around the arena. It was so amazing the music that was being played was perfect<3. I can't wait until we can just take off in a field. During my lunch break I cantered with Buck in the soft saddle. (His canter is amazing, so easy to ride) I guess he was feeling good because he tried to buck. I could tell he was happy. Most of the little kids work with him, he doesn't really get pasted the slow trot with them lol. I also ended up riding Cody, the barn pony who is like 12 hands. We rode outside in his pasture bareback with just a halter and trotted around. I must have looked so funny on him considering I'm 5'9 1/2 haha. So I guess today was pretty good. Although I know I'm going to be sore tomorrow!

Asswagon? is that really his last name?!

Uhh yeah some guy on facebook's last name is Asswagon. lmao. Me and Ashley found this out at the water park when we were facebook creepin while tanning. Moves like Jagger by Marron 5 ft. Christina Aguilera, is amazing I love that song. Plus My father said that tonight we can drive my car to the gas station on the back country roads to get drinks for tomorrow. Last Saturday I was so dizzy and almost passed out. I swear its been super hot this summer, but its better then ten inches of snow!
Moving on today was pretty good. Joshie and I messed around at church racing threw the halls ways like eight year olds it was pretty fun I must admit xD We were there to paint the little kids area. My tag on my shirt is inc the freak out of me!!!! mmmk I'm better. I honestly don't feel like typing sorry guys.

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Swimming above water.

Okay so I just looked over my blog/layout and it looks pretty depressing and deep. I didn’t mean for it to turn out this way. It used to be pink and have Taylor Swift lyrics believe it or not. My thoughts are very scattered to night so I'm going to type whatever comes to my head. First of Tumblr is going really slow. I want to take my car out for a drive but no. I just got back from mowing the lawn for two and a half hours. PLEASE just let me drive my car down the freakin road parents of mine. Umm Jordan is constantly on my mind so I thought I'd throw him in there. Tomorrow I am going to the water park with Ashley and Josh. Then out for brunch with the family for my grandparents birthdays. Uhh oh yeah ealier today I went to the barn. Put a fan up in Flame's stall so he won't get so hot and sweaty. We rode in the indoor arena for like ten minutes then we both were sweating and we only trotted once. So we moved outside were there was a nice breeze. He did really good until my trainer/b.o's air conditioner came on causing him to freak and me pull really hard on his mouth to keep  my balance. Poor baby :(  My mom is in the shower right now. While I am waiting for her to get out so i can get in. Until then I shall smell like grass and horses. Not a bad mix..i guess.

peace.love
Morgan <3

She just wants to feel wanted.

My head is just not where its suppose to be.
I don't understand why these things keep happening to me.
It felt so right
How did it turn into a thunder storm?
The bright light is blinding my sight.
Get ready for the fight of your little life.
Cause when the thunder roars.
When the rain pelts on my face.
I come alive and remember the day you saved me.
Oh Lord, come into to me.
Lift me up off my feet, I need you here.
I'm stuck so deep.
This world is full of lies.
Nothing I do is right.
Maybe I should take a leap, of faith.
Trust my hear on to you.
Oh Lord, come into to me.
Take me away to a place I belong.
(C) Morgan C. July 2011

There is no way to describe what I'm feeling. I failed my driving test again and have to send some crap off to the state asking them what I should do next. Then Shelbi wants to go ride Flame at the barn. I say "H*** no!"  Now Jordan is ignoring me and pretends he doesn't even know me. I doubt he can say he didn't feel anything when we were together? I'm on my period so obviously that helps nothing.
URGH! I just see all theses couples every where I look! I swear I'm gonna be forever alone. FOREVER. Why can't the right guy come and sweep me off my feet? You can't help who you like and don;t like, but my feels are there for a reason.