Come home - One Republic

"Come Home"

[Verse 1]
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oh

[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oh

[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home 

All My Secrets

In two hours, and twenty five minutes it will be 2011.
I'm not going to lie, I don't have high hopes for it. The last two years have sucked so much, why should this one be any different? The way I look at it is another year of the same old crap, the same old heart ache. Right now my family wants me to go shoot off fire works with them. I'm just not into it, whats the point of celebrating disappointment?
Thats not to say I'm not gonna try and make improvement. Its just that I doubt keeping any of them. Last year I can't remember any of my new years resolutions. So, there for I know I kept none of them.

My new years resolutions. 2011
School
1.)Be caught up in every class.
2.)Enjoy learning.
3.)Not complain...as much.
4.)Honestly try my best.
5.) Self discipline.
Family
1.)Be nicer to them.
2.)Have more patients.
3.)Don't get angry.
4.)Have self control.
Friends
1.) MAKE NEW ONES.
2.) generally like them
3.)Ditch my old ones
Other
1.)Get in shape.
2.)Get Driving licenses.
3.)Not wreck my car.
4.)Be happy
5.)Be hopeful for the new year.
6.)Get a job.
7.)Less computer time. (I'm keeping this one....)
Horses
1.)Train Flame more.
2.)Enter competitive trail riding.
3.)Gain better balance.
4.) co lease him.


Tomorrow will be 2011.
I'm turning sixteen in 2011.
I'm so really ready for that.
May couldn't come any sooner.I pray we don't move.
I hope I have a better year, then the rest.
Maybe by the end of next year, I'll be a hole different person.
Maybe by the end of next year, I'll feel like I've accomplished something..
maybe ...just maybe I'll be happy.

Until then I shall bring in the new year by myself, in my room on the computer.
goodbye 2010...if only it could have been better.
Dear 2011,
I pray that let this year be my year. please? 

Is this the new year? Or just another night?
Is this the new fear? Or just another fright?
Is this the new tear? Or just another desperation?

What i got for Christmas.

A sweat shirt that says "Morgan's mucking service, No stall to small" xD I laughed so hard when I opened that one. Two pairs of Ugg boots. A black and white photo of Audrey Hepburn! New riding breaches and socks. A young rider sub. And $175 dollars which I'm saving up for my car. Tons and Tons of Jolly ranchers and other candy.

Tell me what you want to hear.

So, I've been a slacker and forgot about my blog xD Sorry guys. But luck for you I write down what I do on another message board. Enjoy. 12/22 I let myself sleep into day, it was very necessary so that I didn't die from lack of sleep. Finished school in three hours, went into town to test drive my dad's car with him. (he um..fixed it xD) Then when I got home my trainer/B.O surprised me with a Christmas gift :) We talked for about thirty minutes before she had to leave. I ended up going to Price Chopper and spent two hours in there shopping for food. I swear I spent at least more then half of that time waited in line to check out. The good news is, it was all worth it in the end because, I got a banana smoothie.

12/23 Went to my dad's office party, and wrapped prizes for a family in need. Had a blast, my dad's boss (haha) he was cracking me up. I'm surprised everybody remembered who I was. They even asked about Flame too :)
Came home after four hours, baby sat until my mom got home. Now I'm having some free time off. I can't wait until tomorrow, Flame's getting his Christmas present early.
My sister and brother in law came over and we  we're super board so stayed outside while it was snowing playing flash light tag for five hours. Haha, I'm amazed that nineteen year olds could have that much fun and yet be so scared. I guess I can't say anything they got me good..they popped out of a trash can xD I had a pretty good time minus the hole I fell into a ditch running up hill on a gravel road xD (Gosh, I hate bing clumsy). I didn't feel so bad though, because about an hour later, we thought we heard a car and we where on our other neighbors property(who was out of town), so we took off running..my sister lost her shoe in the road my brother in law fell in a ditch and I did a ninja roll onto the front porch almost landing in dog poop xD(turns out there wasn't even a car coming) I'm going to be so sore tomorrow, and I have to get up early to help my trainer/B.O clean stalls. So, I'm going to bed in like ten more minutes.

12/24 Yesterday, I got up and cleaned all 23 stalls by myself. It took about three and a half hours. I didn't really mind though because after ward I spent time with Flame. He ate a hole bag of carrots! I gave him some mints but, I wanted to save those. Then I took off his lead rope and he followed me over theses jumps. So, then I trotted (jogged xD) over them and he followed me, he jumped a little awkward but, it was still adorable. I got it on video but, It was one of the first times we trotted over the jumps and I couldn't video tape the back of me. He stopped half way in the middle of the jumps. lol 
I might post the video if my internet goes fast.
Came home took a shower, went over to my dad's side of the family for Christmas eve. Drank some yummy Wassail xD Ate and all the good stuff. My sister wanted to stop at Walmart to get her Father in law something cause she forgot xD But it was closed. I guess it was also nine at night xD
Ohh well. We ended up going to CVS.

12/27Okay, I went to sit down in my computer chair, and BAM it like totally clasped to the right and I plunged to the floor face planting into my fan. The worst part I just got done working out. (what does that tell ya? xD) 

I really didn't do a hole lot today. School work, work out, went to the library  and got three SwitchFoot Cd's to download onto my iPod. Is that illegal? I don't think it would be..we pay taxes.

Song of the week - Secrets - OneRepublic 

We're the Ammunition

Nothing really say, so to make this interesting I'm going to throw out what ever comes to my mind, here it goes.. I'm obsessing over Toby Mac right now, his song Burn for you is...there's just no way how to describe it. Up lifting I guess is good words to use ;) (you'll get it when you listen to the song)
My clock says 0:03, and I don't know how to get it off military time. I keep getting confused.
I'm texting my sister about this hot doctor(who she thinks is hot) who is older then our dad. 

Whitney, got this new Nancey Drew game I've been playing for seven hours now.
Drove to Sharps today, got some milkamag(Phillips Milk of Magnesia)for my daddy(who's sick :/) And me some peach tea.

Did almost two hours of Algebra. Learned the F.O.I.L method

Ate some fried rice, which was super good.  

Now, I'm about to hit the hay and listen to some music on Pandora. 

night <3 

Today is all you got now.

My sister and her husband came over, to just hang out for a while. I did a hole bunch of school work. That was my day. As of right now, for the rest of my evening, I will grab something to eat, obsess over music, watch TV and if I'm lucky drive.(Ilikedriving)
 I honestly have nothing new to tell you guys. Although Monday I did ride Flame bare back. At first her was suborn, but after a while he was good. I walked around the arena on the ground with the lead rope over his withers, and he just followed me xD After a while I wondered what he would do if i trotted, so I trotted (jogged) over a pole in the sand. Flame, started trotting and was so focused on following me that he tried to jump the pole. He looked so awkward(by awkward I mean adorable). Anyway it made my week.
Tomorrow, I'm starting my choirs at noon so, thank goodness I don't have to get up at 7am anymore. I might ride Flame, well have to see though. Then on Friday I might go to a clinic at the barn. (Morgan = excited)

Just an little FYI, my blog titles are either from song lyrics or something that popped into my head.

New layout as you can see, I think I'm going to keep this one for a while, its elegant, yet simple.(thanks Whit) 

You make me crazier.

At my aunt church they had this tea. It was fun, I  ate a hole bunch of fancy food. Everything was beautiful, and last year I helped pick out the decorations. My trainer/B.O was there and I asked her if I could come out and ride Flame. Of course she said yes. So about 3 hours later I was out at the barn. I helped feed and bring in the horses it was kinda fun. Though, I did we're my ugg boots during all of this. But, what the hay I'm getting new ones for Christmas. 

I love it when you have a moment of *sigh* I love my horse. Of course I feel that everyday but, today Flame was awesome. I stood there for like 5 minutes just hugging him and talking in that baby voice xD He rested is muzzle in the palm of my hand and closed his eyes. Ilovehim! :) Everything I was worried about, is totally gone now. I know that Tame The Flame will be forever mine. No matter who else rides him or falls in love with him. Cause not to brag but....I'm his favorite person! HA! Okay, moving on. I rode him bare back with Cactus in the indoor arena with me, he just exploring around. He tried to follow us around but, he got the hint when I waved my hand to shoe him away. (such a smart horse). I had a good talk with my trainer/B.O Wow, I'm so dumb for thinking I might start taking lessons at another barn. *slaps face*  I'm in a good, relived mood. I pray that it doesn't fad any time soon.

Simple

My thanksgiving consisted of large amounts of food and hanging out with my family. My younger cousin and I played some kind of Zombie game on Xbox live. Lets just say it was pretty scary and I wasn't the best at shooting the zombies. I'm surprise my cousin wasn't getting annoyed at the fact I died like 34 times. (I counted)

When I came home I had a major head ache and tried to go to bed at nine. For me thats like 5 hours to early xD But, the extra hours of sleep could have helped me because, of course what day is right after thanksgiving? Black Friday! I got up at 3am to go shopping, the best part I didn't fall asleep until 1am. After the madness of trash over flowing in the streets and getting shoved in to displays here and there, I crash on my bed with my dog (Sweetpea). Over all it was fun and totally worth it. The worth it part was we ate at Cracker Barrel we're I had hash browns and biscuits with grey. (yumm)  I woke up around 3pm, to find my hole family gone, which I was fine with. When my dad came home though he had my grandma with him. Then my sister and her husband came over. And they all wanted pizza so, I asked my dad if I could drive to Little Caesars. He let me of course, I did pretty good, went off the road a few times.

Today, nothing just relaxing staying home. Although I did drive into town with my mom to Sharps (local food store) We got my favorite kind of grapes that made my weekend surprisingly, yet sad. Came home, did nothing some more, then my mom and dad took a nap for a few hours and there just now starting to wake up. Hopefully later my father will let me help him put up the Christmas lights outside. Hope's going over Aunt meme's house.

The First post...Fading memories

Okay, so I first wanted to start off by saying, I have now clue how to a blog. The idea came to me after being bored on a rainy day, very much like today. I was looking threw all my old journals, from elementary and middle school. It got me thinking of how I'd like to start writing again, but I found out I was much faster at typing then writing. My hand would start to cramp up and I'd take a break, then I'd forget what I was writing and so I thought "hey, why not try writing with your left hand?". Well that was about the worst idea I ever had... took up to much time, you could hardly even read what i wrote and it was bad.  After searching Google a few times I found blog spot. :)
           I named my blog Fading memories, because when i was younger I started a journal, to be like my older sister. One day it came up on the subject why she wrote in her journal and she, she clearly just loved writing and reading. I was like ohh..well thats lame? I thought she had a reason, like it kept her from forgetting everything she'd been threw and all the good times and such. Then I found out, I just wasn't writing to be like my sister I was writing to help me remember my memories by detail. My life may not to as exciting or cool as yours, or you may think it is, or you might think this chick is whacked what is she talking about? Either way, I'm stilling going to be a 15 year old, named Morgan who lives in the middle of no where in Missouri with her horse. (and my mom,dad ..dog etc.) I'll leave my first blog post with that :)