Friday, April 22, 2011

Stuck in a world no longer turning.

Dear Flame, Sometimes I forget to breathe around you, because you take my breath away. ♥

Okay i would to start off with the fact that I'm burning hot. I think its time to open up the windows! Right now I'm hearing to the sound of crickets and frogs outside my window. With Natasha Bedingsfield beautiful voice singing to wild horses. I'm smelling the smell of the outdoors and a little bit of mango lotion. I'm psychically feeling the the key board beneath my fingers and the ruff chair under me. I'm mentally feeling a little over whelmed, because I have a lot of school work to caught up on and my room needs to be cleaned. Excited because I get to work at the farm tomorrow and see Flame <3. I'm feeling some anxiety because what if I don;t get up on time tomorrow and I'm late for work?  I'm wearing my Rolex sky blue horse jumping shirt from 6th grade xD and grey shorts from 6th grade (i think there from 6th.) I'm bare foot and have my hair in a mess bun with a head band holding back my bangs. I'm thinking about Flame, Tumblr and my family and iTunes. Plus a bunch of random other thoughts. There's the update to this very second.

Wednesday and Thursday, I rode Flame with the saddle and bridle. Which we haven't done in a few months. My balance is getting better so I'm working at mastering the trot now. When I'm riding bare back I can turn around in circles on him and he doesn't even care. Then dismount by sliding off the back of him. xD Back to my main point. So we were working at the trot and he kept walk trot a few steps walk. He tired to buck me off, but I sat down after posting. He's rusty and so am I so this should be an interesting journey. After an hour and A half he was trotting all the way around the arena. (I still have to smooch the hold time and squeeze with my legs) Thursday, we worked on the same thing only warmed up back back them add the saddle and trotted. He tried to buck me off again because he wasn't trotting when I asked him to I squeezed hared and hit his withers then he flew into a super bumpy fast trot lets see if you can stay on kinda trot. Then he was all like fine thats not working and he put his ears back and his head down and to the side. I sat down from posting and made him come to a halt. I also made him back up a few steps. Flame is also having a problems with staying on the wall. He always wants to wonder off in the middle. As you can tell we have a LOT of work to do.
Wish us luck..really please.

My mom and dad just got back from dinner with my dad's boss for his 20th year working there at his company. I'm proud of him I must say :) Whitney and I watched Hope. (Mostly she did, but I helped as well.)  Tonight we were suppose to have a writing marathon. I don't think thats going to happen though. Considering I have an hour until my computer shuts down and I have to go to bed to get up early tomorrow morning.
Easter is Sunday and my mom and my aunt are in a fight. So, we are not having Easter over at there house like we usually do every year since I was born. Oh well we all are getting older and things happen. I told my mom "There are some people who care, the other are just curious".